fraekin pooped haha
i was soaking wet from the water games but it was hell of a lot of fun haha
i've got austin and vinson and their both pretty cool and austin has like an adorable baby face haha and vinson's just having fun all the time haha. one more week to go :P
lauren just joined our group like yesterday but she's pretty :]
but the more interesting news panic at the disco has a new demo up and it made me smile super big :]
OH GLORY!
http://panicatthedisco.com/
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Oh.Dakota.
my cousins sleeping over and i'd be playing Conduit right now cause i think i made the conncetion better but he's playing ps2 so yeah
i was getting bored with the games i had on my computer so i look for my starcraft cd's cause that has like infinite replay value and yeah
i have like 2 cd cases of starcraft so i went over and opened one
and i found a CD labeled .. "just listen"
now.. alright whats the biggie.
biggie is..this was from Lianne aka ex girlfriend from 8th grade :[
my heart just like.. went overdrive when i saw it like suddenly haha like those little flsahback montages
but honestly i think she was the best girlfriend i had and i threw it away D:
from the flagpole pokes to the day at the park
she made me cookies that were bomb and even used me as her photobucket password.
not to be conceited but in 8th grade , there was a lot of girls that liked me and actually admitted it, ironically the girls i liked that year didnt. but there was just something about Lianne that made me answer "she's amazing" when people asked me why i liked her
pirasuars haha oh man. but yeah
in the beginning in mrs jacksons class i thought she was like mad dogging me and we wouldn't get along. i was a loner in the morning cause i got dropped off so early and then when some of the people came me her and a couple people would help put up the flag then we just started poking eachother and started talking on aim and stuff
we gave eachother nicknames like chewy and chunky :P i remember in my profile i put a lyric on my buddy info WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED I POSTED A BLOG ON MY MYSPACE OR SHE DID ABOUT WHEN I ASKED HER OUT anyway, it said "should i fall for you" and she asked
she was on my mind back then but i didnt admit it
back then me and Chelsea were really close and she was like the only one who knew about my plan to ask her out. I told her to close her eyes and spin around 3 times and put her arms up, then i hugged her and asked her out. she was really something special and we spent the last few months of middle school together. on graduation day , everything was hectic but then i tried to look for her and called her over and i said bye and tried to give her a kiss but failed and got like her ear haha cause she turned accidentally :]
but summer , it's my curse actually with long periods of time, someone pointed that out to me, i began to lose interest and we just didnt talk as much. me and oliver were close back then and i would talk to him about how i would break up with her and everything.
one day i hung out with mona WAIT SHE EVEN PLANNED A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR ME IN MS SANTOS' CLASS WHERE WE WOULD HANG OUT THERE TOO :]
but anyway one day i hung out with mona and tried to catch Lianna after school which i managed to do but i was supposed to break up with her then :[
we spent a lot of time at the park just sitting and her putting her head on my shoulder and me looking at my new phone :P
but yeah it didnt go so i dropped her home and she said "i dont get a hug?" so i gave her a hug :P
haha but eventually things had to end so i called her up one day very very anxiously and told her i don't think its working out but i still want to be friends.
i'm a super liar.
i dont think ive actually talked talked to her since then. maybe like a sentence or two but that was a genuine like i had for her :D
i feel bad for throwing it all away and even for semi cheating on her by talking with Jaimee during summer and flirting
i was planning on telling her sorry like today on myspace but imma see her tomorrow again so i'll probably tell her then and try to revive a friendship that i'll admit
i miss
I miss.. 8th grade so much.
i was getting bored with the games i had on my computer so i look for my starcraft cd's cause that has like infinite replay value and yeah
i have like 2 cd cases of starcraft so i went over and opened one
and i found a CD labeled .. "just listen"
now.. alright whats the biggie.
biggie is..this was from Lianne aka ex girlfriend from 8th grade :[
my heart just like.. went overdrive when i saw it like suddenly haha like those little flsahback montages
but honestly i think she was the best girlfriend i had and i threw it away D:
from the flagpole pokes to the day at the park
she made me cookies that were bomb and even used me as her photobucket password.
not to be conceited but in 8th grade , there was a lot of girls that liked me and actually admitted it, ironically the girls i liked that year didnt. but there was just something about Lianne that made me answer "she's amazing" when people asked me why i liked her
pirasuars haha oh man. but yeah
in the beginning in mrs jacksons class i thought she was like mad dogging me and we wouldn't get along. i was a loner in the morning cause i got dropped off so early and then when some of the people came me her and a couple people would help put up the flag then we just started poking eachother and started talking on aim and stuff
we gave eachother nicknames like chewy and chunky :P i remember in my profile i put a lyric on my buddy info WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED I POSTED A BLOG ON MY MYSPACE OR SHE DID ABOUT WHEN I ASKED HER OUT anyway, it said "should i fall for you" and she asked
she was on my mind back then but i didnt admit it
back then me and Chelsea were really close and she was like the only one who knew about my plan to ask her out. I told her to close her eyes and spin around 3 times and put her arms up, then i hugged her and asked her out. she was really something special and we spent the last few months of middle school together. on graduation day , everything was hectic but then i tried to look for her and called her over and i said bye and tried to give her a kiss but failed and got like her ear haha cause she turned accidentally :]
but summer , it's my curse actually with long periods of time, someone pointed that out to me, i began to lose interest and we just didnt talk as much. me and oliver were close back then and i would talk to him about how i would break up with her and everything.
one day i hung out with mona WAIT SHE EVEN PLANNED A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR ME IN MS SANTOS' CLASS WHERE WE WOULD HANG OUT THERE TOO :]
but anyway one day i hung out with mona and tried to catch Lianna after school which i managed to do but i was supposed to break up with her then :[
we spent a lot of time at the park just sitting and her putting her head on my shoulder and me looking at my new phone :P
but yeah it didnt go so i dropped her home and she said "i dont get a hug?" so i gave her a hug :P
haha but eventually things had to end so i called her up one day very very anxiously and told her i don't think its working out but i still want to be friends.
i'm a super liar.
i dont think ive actually talked talked to her since then. maybe like a sentence or two but that was a genuine like i had for her :D
i feel bad for throwing it all away and even for semi cheating on her by talking with Jaimee during summer and flirting
i was planning on telling her sorry like today on myspace but imma see her tomorrow again so i'll probably tell her then and try to revive a friendship that i'll admit
i miss
I miss.. 8th grade so much.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Semi-Rip.Panic!at.the.Disco.:[.
Favorite band ever next to coheed and cambria split up yesterday
i wasn't even aware of it until a couple minutes ago when Jan commented me
it's freaking horrible!
Like i said to Danica
a band is totally different when one person leaves let alone two! Brendon and Spencer are still part of the band but with two noobs it just won't feel right! they were fantastic and im like at a loss of words cause its that terrible :[
i even wore my panic outfit yesterday with my necklace, patch, and shirt and i didnt even know! Ryan was the lyricist and Jon was the bassist that replaced Brent. Man, they're the band that actually got me interested in singing and getting into putting up covers on Youtube. They were so orignal and unique and catchy its sad to see that they won't be the same anymore :[
Brendon inspired the sidebangs that a lot of people hated and that a lot of people now miss. Ryan insipired my halloween costume and his rose vest is the first picture i actually favorite on DeviantArt. oh man. :[
Last year Panic was like the band i listened to nonstop learning songs they wrote like time to dance which was really the hook for me that got me addicted. i started youtubing more of their stuff and i came across new songs that were for Pretty.Odd. Green Gentleman was the catchiest one and When the day met the Night at the Reading Festival. Their stuff influenced me a lot and probably their music was what made 9th grade memorable of the sorts. Pretty.Odd. was thee album of the moment when i had a major crush on Ethel. if you're reading this .. which you probably won't it probably won't come as any surprise you cookei vampire haha. But yeah kinda segwayed into that one, she was my most recent biggest crush that i liked liked no offense to any other girls especially.. ex :[
I loved watching their performances especialyl live in denver which was the first concert i torrented :P It missed some parts the performances was amazing with Brendon's high pictched squealing and Ryan Ross' backing vocals. The backup dancers were creepy yeah but the outfits were amazing along with the whole set up. Time to Dance is definately my favorite video , i practically have it melded in my brain haha. That's when i got into singing i actually pranced around my room recreating Brendon's moves :P
I tried covering amajority of their songs but i was always to shy to post it but hopefully and eventually i'll make like a little medley of some songs but yea. Since Ryan and Jon are leaving i wish them all the best and hope their future band and Panic make some sweet music together :]
Monday, July 6, 2009
First.Blog.
like with all my bulletins and blog posts on myspace (plane2113)
i'll put periods in between words. why? i have no idea
i don't really have much to say except this is the first time i've logged onto AIM in a long time
but im invisible like the previous times i've been on hahaa
Conduit's online is pissing me off with how long it takes to connect and the amount of times its failed me
but! a lot of church going on right now and me and Braneo own two kids : Austin and Vinson
that's all for right now haha
i'll put periods in between words. why? i have no idea
i don't really have much to say except this is the first time i've logged onto AIM in a long time
but im invisible like the previous times i've been on hahaa
Conduit's online is pissing me off with how long it takes to connect and the amount of times its failed me
but! a lot of church going on right now and me and Braneo own two kids : Austin and Vinson
that's all for right now haha
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