Saturday, July 18, 2009

easier said than done.
seemed pretty hesitant in some cases but with the question they asked who wasn't. Im glad to ne part of this choir even though attempts to get closer are
More blessed more broken.

Deep session at church was prett intense. I got pretty sad but again i didn't cry I think im defective in that way. Nicole

Friday, July 17, 2009

They call her love love love she is all I need
John mayer
8th grade covered in rain. Bold as love solo. Guitar inspiration. What else... Kuya chris body is a wonders old house thought was slow

Thursday, July 16, 2009

So.Long.And.Good.Night.

Helena - My Chemical Romance

since the text i sent to upload this screwed up im just going to retype it .

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Camaro.

Just came from church and it was super hot and tiring yet again but I enjoyed the picture that we made even though i would've liked to see the other ones we took.
But i liked showing my frames to other people asking "are you jealous?" haha

Anyway. I Think.. I have a new crush. She looks amazing and she's pretty fun from what i can tell. She has a boyfriend though and goes to schoolpretty far from here :\ there's something about her that was like..wow.
she's a year younger i think and im not even sure what her name is but she's interesting :] i doubt i'll see her again though ah.

if only she went to the same school.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Options.

i went outside .. well to the kitchen to get something to eat
i wasnt in the mood for much so i just got a piece of symphony bar
there was no milk... well there was soy milk but i think it sucks because of the word soy haha so i just got orange juice
anyway during that time i was thinking about like love and obviously options

what is love?
no idea
what is like?
a feeling you get when you when your interested and fluttered as i say by the person
fluttered, not flattered

im still confused on where i am and who i am and why i am etc. i dont want to rush into any relationships because i havent really had any genuine crushes since well, ethel
others were either forced or by curiosity

anyway i get easily sidetracked speaking of which i should REALLY start my summer assignments but yeah . back to the topic

how exactly do you know you've actually found the one. there's what.. 6 billion people out there and we limit ourselves to a few thousands. why?
location, stereotype, age, embarrassment, social limits, gender, heritage


we all set our limits and everyone else sets it for us.
-whose to say you'll find love in the city your at? we're LIMITED.
there could be a person somewhere in Denver that 100 times better fit but we might not be able to meet them
-there could be someone that just... gets you but their your sex?
why hold yourself back if you know your interested.. scared of what people might think. then again who isn't?
keeping yourself from happiness only makes it less likely you'll find the riight.. right person
-that person knows you well, you know them well, and have fun together. problem: ugly
looks only go so far. that's probably the primary source of attraction but how good is a relationship where looking at eachother is the only form of excitement you get

there's millions of other obstacles and standards we each have and we never really open our eyes to what's out there. i'm not afraid to admit i'm this way but i just don't want to end up in a relationship thats bound to be awkward,fake, and most of all i don't want to hurt anyone or waste their time :]

OPEN HAPPINESS

Open.Happiness.

tomorrow MTV 8:30

wootness
i heard this song the day before it was actually released and it was hella catchy haha
bubbly song and its like you cant help but smile at it haha
memories of glenna come running back and panic at the disco and halloween and so much
but heyy

looking forward to it :]

summer day camp was tiring today cause it was hot and austin was being extra rebllious but i got me some mickey d's today :D
went to jason's house playing nfl street 2 and i was leading. then he caught up...and then won.
we both over reacted haha but i was about to win.. then i fumbled and he got the ball, then he ran 3/4 of the way to his goal when my guys started catching up, and i fumbled him like right at the touchdown, and my character alllmostt got it but his other character got it first :[
it was an intense game haha